11.4.09

Today is just one of those days where I feel like the whole world is comming down on me. I have a C in english and Psychology and a A in Speech and political Science, I need to get a job, I'm going to be broke very,very soon, My mom is worrying me to death and I fear that I might fail Psychology. I know that I will be able to bring up my grades, but I really want to make all A's this semester. In order to keep HOPE I have to have at least a 3.0 and I plan to keep HOPE and have all A's doing it. I just need to better manage my time and maxamize my time. If I do I feel I will do a whole lot better.Also I ran through my refund check and now I am completely broke I am forced to rely on my mom for money and I hate relying on other people for money.I plan to get a part time job to fix this. This way I will have some extra cash and won't have ask my mom for any money. My mom is pestering me to death about why I come home so late and am never at home. She says that I always have an attitude with her. She is always asking me to check her Ebay account. I know that I am supposed to do it, but I hate when people keep repeating themselves over and over.I have my next psychology exam next Thursday and I pray that I pass. I have been studying for the longest time I even have a tutor for psychology.