10.28.09

I hoped that today would be a good day and it was. I am spending the weekend at Morgie Poos this weekend. It will be Shaloni, Kellie, and me. Morgie is going home for halloween and well Kellie is going home also, so it will be just Shaloni and I. I hope we have some fun this weekend. I think I am doing better in my Psychology class. I now have a tutor to help me. It is Navid who is helping me. He is really good at explaining and giving me examples that I can really understand. When I go to study the terms and the notes I took, I feel I will have a better understanding and finally be able to make an A or at least B. I hope to make an A. If I do it will boost my grade up and I will feel better. It is like he test on the concept not the definition, which I guess that is what college is all about. If I make a good grade on my test I will come out of my depression and I will feel happy, not like things are out of my control. I think that if I focus on my work, I mean really focus I will have a better grasp. I will study more and try harder. I also hope that I did good on my speech. I read it to the class and nost of my class mates said I did good but I felt that I stumbled on a few words and was speed reading, but other then that I think I did great. I could tell that the teacher liked a it. She was smiling at the end and I could also tell that she liked my attention-getter. I saw her smile during that part and write quickly on her paper.